I don’t know how this year passed by…it went slowly yet quickly…i hated it and i loved…some days were disconcerted and confusing…some days i just wanted to quit…but on occasion i loved many days…and now it is finally ending…i am getting older and there are so many things that a normally 17-year-old would have done by now…but i didn’t do those things…i don’t drive yet, in fact i don’t even have my permit yet (gasp…)but don’t worry i will get it this summer, i didn’t get a job…but don’t worry i’ll do that too…
gosh, what did i do?? and i spent at least an hour everyday complaining about everything…but i thanked god too for all that he has given me…sometimes i still wonder why he did and does…
there are days that you think you’ve had enough of everything, but in the big picture there is never enough of everything…there are so many things that i myself can not wait to do, wait to see, and even though some days i just want to melt or disappear, i still want to be around…it’s still exciting, even though i can’t do much on my own and i depend (oh god) i depend so many people, i still think it is worth the ride!