I can’t sleep at night. Maybe it’s insomnia. Or maybe I just want to be awake while it’s still summer time for me and I can relax, look at the moon light and sleep through the morning… I feel the days are too short for me, too little time to catch up on the things I missed while I was in school. Summers are always like this, they come and last a short a time, but they’re enjoyable. My summers have usually been adventurous. One summer I was in San Diego, California for a week; one in Istanbul, Turkey; one in Tehran, Iran; two or three in Europe, on top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris, or the biggest movie theater in the world in Brussels, Belgium; three in Manhattan and New Jersey, one in Long Island…So many wonderful memories, so little time…
It’s hard to enjoy the moment. No, it’s hard to remind yourself to enjoy the moment. If you ask if I’m happy, I’d say not really. But satisfied? Yes, I’m satisfied…