Lost in a sea

I am lost in a sea of sadness, mixed with nostalgia, and loneliness. Yet when I think of those who love me, it seems as though there is a boat that will rescue me. But sometimes I don?t see a boat and I feel as though I?m drowning. I?
I dried my hair, I polished my nails, I wore three rings and two bracelets, and I told myself that I am going to be happy. I will be happy because life is sweet and I?m 16 years old and I will never be 16 again. And it is good to be alive.

As I?m typing this, I feel very silly, but this is the only way I can let my feelings out.
I?m going to eat now. I?m not lost anymore. At least, not yet.

Elle

The first thing I think about when I wake up is coffee. I love the smell, but I mostly love the comfort it provides. It makes me forget what is happening in the outside world. It makes me feel okay. It reminds me that I am alive and that I have a lot to be thankful for.

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  1. j comer
    April 11, 2004 at 5:56 pm

    You are never alone because God is with you at all times.I can tell you, you are adored by many maybe not from people close to you but many that you do not even know yet.Many times in my life I felt alone and thought no-one cared,now I,m older and I know that I was just not seeing things clearly.Just trust God and be the best person you can be and you will see this. Happy Easter
    Jesus saves

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