I was awakened and it was sudden,
I had many thoughts, non pleasant,
I dragged my body out of bed
There was no choice, and nothing had to be said.
The wind was blowing outside,
I had no desire whatsoever
My mind was windy too,
I had to let go, I knew.
With all my carelessness
And the unpleasantness,
The sky remained a gorgeous pink,
Which made me realize_
No matter how I feel, the day will
Carry on; it will be rainy, cold,
And windy too.
So I made a wish.
I wished to be far from
My bedroom, out where
The sun would rise, and where
The birds would sing in disguise.
I would be alone, yet free.
Nothing to think about, nothing
To be ashamed of, just freedom.
But that was just a wish.
Maybe the day won?t be unpleasant.
Maybe things will go well, and maybe
My eyes will see
all the good things that surrounded me.