Still an Outsider

I’ve been feeling depressed lately, today I’m good though 😉
It’s just life… it’s been hard lately. There have been too many thoughts, too many problems, too little listeners. Everyone has their own problems… They don’t need to hear about mine.
You know, the more seriously you take life, the more serious it becomes. It might sound too simple but it’s true. If you take it hard, it will be hard. If you take it easy, it will be easy.
I get angry at the world sometimes, at everything around me. It is easier to be invisible and dissolve into thin air. But I don’t want that. I want to be part of it. I want to help. I am angry that my homeland is somewhere that I don’t want to go back to. I am angry that I couldn’t have a life in Iran. I miss that. Here in America, some things are still so foreign to me that I want to cry. After all these years, I am still an outsider…

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