We sat in the smoking area because we were too hungry to wait for an empty table in the non-smoking one. Nura turned 18 and the waiters sang for her. I love watching her laugh; her laughter is the kind that makes you smile inside, the kind that makes you laugh out loud with her. My hair smells of cigarettes now but I like it because it reminds me that I had a great time. I wish I could turn 18 again. I will miss it…
Nura is my guiding light. She glows and her green eyes are hypnotizing. I love her, I love being with her, sharing my problems, my joys and secrets with her. She reads me too well.
I want you to celebrate who you are today. I want you to have the world because it is yours. I want you to live your dreams and I know you will.
I am here. Always. I will listen and I will write. Thank you for inspiring me, for believing in me, for pushing me to go higher.
Love,
Forever and for always,
E